CHALLENGER ENGINEER STILL FEELS GUILTY 30 YEARS LATER
(P3) That night, he told his wife, Darlene, “It’s going to BLOW UP.”
(P5) They watched the spacecraft explode on a giant television screen and they knew exactly what had happened.
(P6) Three weeks later, Ebeling and another engineer separately and ANONYMOUSLY described that CONTENTIOUS pre-launch meeting to National Public Radio (NPR) journalists. Both were DESPONDENT and in tears as they described hours of arguments. The data showed that the rubber seals on the shuttle’s booster rockets wouldn’t seal properly in cold temperatures, and it was known that this would be the coldest launch ever.
(P7) Ebeling, now 89, is speaking to NPR again on the 30th anniversary of the Challenger explosion, and allowing us to IDENTIFY him.
(P8) “I was one of the few that was really close to the situation,” Ebeling recalls. “Had they listened to me and waited for the weather to change, it might have been a completely different OUTCOME.”
(P9) “I think the truth has to come out. NASA ruled the launch,” he explains. “They had their mind set on going up and proving to the world they were right and they knew what they were doing. But they didn’t.”
(P11) The space shuttle program had an ambitious launch schedule that year and NASA wanted to show it could launch regularly and RELIABLY. President Ronald Reagan was also set to deliver the STATE OF THE UNION ADDRESS that evening and planned to discuss the Challenger launch.
(P12) Whatever the reason, Ebeling says it didn’t JUSTIFY the risk.
(P13) “There was more than enough information there to say, ‘Hey, let’s give it another day or two,’ ” Ebeling recalls. “But no one did.”
(P14) Ebeling retired soon after Challenger. He suffered deep depression and has never been able to lift the BURDEN of guilt. In 1986, as he watched that haunting image again on a television screen, he said, “I could have done more. I should have done more.”
(P15) He says the same thing today, his eyes watery and his face GRAVE. The data he and his fellow engineers presented, and their persistent and sometimes angry arguments, weren’t enough to SWAY Thiokol managers and NASA officials. Ebeling concludes he was INADEQUATE. He feels that he didn’t make the case against launching well enough.
(P16) As a religious man, this is something he has prayed about for the past 30 years.
(P17) “I think that was one of the mistakes that God made,” Ebeling says softly. “He shouldn’t have picked me for the job. But next time I talk to him, I’m gonna ask him, ‘Why me. You picked a loser.’ ”
(P18) I reminded him of something his late colleague and friend Roger Boisjoly once told me. Boisjoly was the other Thiokol engineer who spoke anonymously with NPR 30 years ago. He came to believe that he and Ebeling and their colleagues did all they could.
(P19) “We were talking to the right people,” Boisjoly told me. “We were talking to the people who had the power to stop that launch.”
(P20) “Maybe,” Ebeling says with a weak wave as I leave. “Maybe Roger’s right.”
If you found the passage difficult to read or had problems understanding specific words or idiomatic expressions, please discuss them with your tutor. The following discussion questions should be answered in your own words and with your own arguments.
- Briefly summarize the content of the article in your own words.
- Do you think that Mr. Ebeling should feel guilty about what happened, or was it beyond his control?
- Why was NASA so anxious for the launch to happen on schedule?
- The live television coverage of this disaster is among the most memorable broadcasts in history. What news events have you seen on television that you can’t forget?
- There hasn’t been a moon landing in more than 40 years, and in general we go into space far less than we used to. Why do you think this is true?
EXPRESSIONS TO PRACTICE:
What do the following expressions mean? Practice using each expression in a sentence; extra points if you can use it in conversation.
- Space shuttle
- Blow up